COMET

Comet hit me

CONFUSING

 November 9, 2020

I will remember this days, I have this long converstion with him. He was talking about the problem that He has now. It was really happy. He talked to me about the possibility  that i had. About me will leave his company and I will good assistant in the other company, I will stop develop myself when I 30 to 35 years old. I have a good life and I will have children and  I will give them authority to them to do everything they want. Go explore. I will raise them not the way my parents raise me. But the things is I WANT HIM, I WANT HIM SO MUCH. LIKE SO MUCH 

DREAMS

 Last night i dreamt of him.  I saw him crying because of me 

I forgot the situation in my dream is, but the only thing i remember is he cried because of me. I done something that makes him cry. Something that makes him dissapoint, i"m not sure 

AM I DO THE RIGHT THING?

3 year past, and I'm still can't get you out from my mind. I try but still you still here. Last night I'm brave enough to looking for you but still i can't found you. I don't know why, i just feel like i need to meet you. I'm asking "Am i do the right thing?"

Should i letting you go?

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

Hi Bapak

MY HEART BREAKS A LOT

Today on 15.20 My mom call me and give me news that someone i love the most  now leave us.